During my last game of my very freakin short season, my coach played me the last 2 minutes of the game! What the hell, this is the second game that i sat. and im nnot used to sitting. Last year i played the whole game, for the same team different coach though. I didnt come to the game to be benched! I'm not used to it, and frankly being benched sucks. its not fun watching your team mates while im on the side lines. My family made me see though that even though my coach should have communicated about it, everything happens for a reason. My knee has not gotten better, i think that it has actually gotten worse. I know when its time to get up in the morning becasue i am in so much pain that it doesnt matter what posistion i lay in it hurts until i strecth it out. I am still frustrated though about the whole benching thing, i have played for 7 years and i have never been benched as much i have been these last two games. it makes me feel underappreciated. And now my team mates want me to pitch in for her gift, thats not gonna happen. What they want me to thank her her benching her, hell no. my coach spent her time yelling, talking down to us and talking on her phone. She never reached out to anyone other than two people. She did nothing for me, im not thankful to her at all.
This is all my frustration coming out.
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